Its been a while.
Emotionally, I'm a desert. All the stuff I used to care about no longer matters.
I'm out of the Society. My mom hates me. Dad doesn't really want to trust me. My Grandmother is asleep.
And I'm growing tired.
Everynight, I come home, and the light on the back porch is off. Not exponentially important, but thats a surefire way to let someone know you don't want them there. Imagine coming home to that every month.
My mother continues to engineer ways to screw me over. Little things that give her control of the world. I'm fighting an uphill battle in cold rain.
But, I'll be graduating soon. I'm feeling fine mentally and physically, so I've still got that on my side.
I miss you guys here, and your company, but I hope you all understand the reasons for my absence.
Stay in touch.
RR