Dearest Stealth... may you have peace!
I have had and continue to have DAILY 'experiences' with the holy spirit, due to the fact that such 'one' dwells IN me... by means of Christ. I have 'experienced' its 'gifts' and its 'fruits'; I am taught by it, even to the point of understanding ancient Hebrew. I have had my faith built up by it... and have been privileged to pass it on to others.
Holy spirit is not a 'mystery', dear one; it is a GIFT. The 'good gift and perfect present' from God. It results in conceiving in us the 'seed of the woman', which 'seed' become 'sons' of God. This is by means of Christ, for he is the One who 'dispenses' such spirit... 'living water'.
It is not scary or thrilling (in a 'bad' sense), but is truly an awecome thing to be known by flesh with its blood. There is nothing else like it, truly.
You said you have not had such experience. May I say to you then, if you so 'wish' it, that there is One who wishes to grant to you such 'free gift', if only you hear the 'invitation' issued on behalf of that One BY the Spirit... and the Bride, to:
"Come... take 'life's water'... free!"
If then, you are wishing and thirsting... and have ears to hear what the Spirit and the Bride says, then may the underserved kindess and mercy of my God and Father, JAH OF ARMIES, and the peace of His Christ and Son, my Lord, JAHESHUA MISCHJAH, come to be upon you... if indeed you so 'wish' it... to time indefinite.
I am...
YOUR servant and a slave of Christ,
SJ