One of the most signficant influences that helped me get free from the organization is the novels of Ayn Rand. I had a very long fade and at some point during my "fade" I discoverved Any Rand. I have read "The Fountainhead" and "Atlas Shrugged" numerous times. While I don't consider myself a part of the "cult" of Ayn Rand, I must admit that her writings helped me formulate my ultimate transformation and who I am today.
One quote that I keep going back to. Even ten years after I first read it is as follows:
"Man's motive power is his moral code. Ask yourself where ther code is leading you and what it offers you as your final goal. A viler evil than to murder a man is to sell him suicide as an act of virtue. By their own statement, it is they who need you and have nothing to offer you in return."
When I first read this quote I was overwhelmed with how this relates to the blood issue. An issue that I believed and was willing to sacrifice my life for.
Does anyone have any quotes from Ayn Rand, or others, that you keep referring back to as a source of strength or a transition point in your struggle to get out of the organization?