Whatever i say is what i believe to be true at that point in time (that includes what i posted earlyer).
kid-A, i am not aware of what exactly a troll-jokester is or who Yohann Stromboli is, i preassume that you dont have a high impression of both and that they portray wannabe or unimpressive characters. I stand by what i posted and that it is my heartfelt truth.
As for the short time alotted from 11 months ago (finding out about Peak Oil), it was enough for me to spend a lot of time thinking. I quit a lot of my habbits and am spending less and less time on entertainment and more and more on following world events and some forums and sites. For example at the beginning of the 11 months above i spend a lot of my time playing a number of games, primarily World of Warcraft which i at the time thought was a nice getaway and a small paradise but it became less and less fun (altough there were many fun moments). Because i wanted to have some more money i quit WoW aprox 2-3 months later (i dont keep track of these things). After WoW, or shortly before i quit it i had lost my interest for Peak Oil information i picked up again and went searching.
Some time (i dont keep track) as result of my google searching i become interested in the Anti Christ and the Mark of the beast and consequently some time later, the Illuminati (and i forgot how it had to do anything with that) which according to infowars.com is a team of elite fokes including the US president that views "the people" as the "sheeple". A destructive and consumptive variant of sheeple at that to and if i were to believe what infowars.com is telling then it is taking over control of sheeples lives more and more and has plans to eliminate 1/3 or more of the entire world population (and to enslave the rest). I forgot how it had to do anything with it and i didnt keep track of when it happened, but i tripped over a lot of bible quotes along the way and i become more interested in bible prophecy. I spend the majority of my free time on global issues and the bible.
(3-6 months ago) Now beginning to believe the bible is the truth and good to read and good for life i started to the read the bible up from 4 chapters a day starting with genesis (hoping to become well informed and a good person, by reading the entire bible). Keeping up with my interest for potential global catastrophys i come across many sites and learn more about the world from many sites.
3 Days after i started reading the bible, 2 JW's caught me at my home, alone (3 days after, not before). We had a small chat and managed to find out that we both thought the world that we know now is most probably not going to (even closely) reassemble what it is going to be like in the next 25 years. They left a litle booklet by the name of "what does the bible really teach (in dutch)", i wanted to get in touch with them again but i hadnt a faintest idea what their names were and there was no clear reference in the book itself, so i went on the internet and discovered 7 times 77 (or less) apostate sites, among which this one. I posted a thread asking for information about their congegrations (you can find that one) and i searched for "jehovah" in the online phonebook and started my attending of congegrations from there.
I believe that we as a people have a hard time to determining what is what, how bad or good or bright or dark something is because we havent been given many references to compare situations to. (you cant weigh a thing without a counterbalance, point of reference). So, i try to get myself some points of reference (just recently). I also believe that a few or more (ex-)JWs might have made decisions they couldnt really make because of this.
I have visited and still visit many of these sites (in what i think the chronological order is): www.wolfatthedoor.org.uk www.lifeaftertheoilcrash.net www.peakoil.com www.infowars.com (alarm, zealous host) www.prisonplanet.tv www.globalissues.org (i advise this one), www.Watchtower.org, www.lastdaysprophecies.com/stewart/polar-shift-one.htm. I dont remember them all.
These are google phrases a lost a lot of time to (in no specific order): Mark of the beast, Armageddon, 2012, Pole shift, "Pole shift" bible, Revelation, Illuminati, Peak oil, Oil crash, Consumerism, Sheeple, Colonialism, Federal reserve, 911 fraud and many more.
I was diagnosed with PDD-nos some time ago, it is a quite odd diagnosis that basicly means (persuasive development disorder not other specified) i dont have any other autistic things like ADD or ADHD. PDD-nos from what i notice this means that i cannot get assemble comprehensible sentences quickly, meaning that i cannot argue in a heated debate, answer to indirect questions (what is the meaning of life) and it also ment that i was inhibited socially (and still am). If i prepare, i can speak well.
I am memorizing a quote from the bible: Matthew 21:21 : Jesus replied, "I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done. - New international Version.
By that verse i intend to do many good things.
Hugs and kisses from yours truly, Sander Buruma
ps. is there an edit button?