While I've been fading for about a year. I decided to go back to school full time. I graduate this weekend!!!! I already have some job offers.
I also wanted to invite some of my friends I have made at school, but I have all these bound volumes in my bookshelves in the dinning room. I didn't want anyone to ask questions. So today I put them all in a closest, and cleaned out the book shelves. You don't even know how liberating that was for me. Every time I walked through the dinning room it was a constant reminder of the WTS!. I felt like a prisoner in my own home. So after a year of fading I finally am feeling like I'm getting on with my life.