I am a 45 year old man who has lived a single life for so long, for too long. I have dated several in the past few years andhave got serious a time or two. But it never fails when someone comes along that really trips your trigger, you fall so hard for someone who really fits your wants needs and desires in everyway a man could want and then it happens. She has just left an boozer who is abusive. So I try show her how not all men are like that and that there are men in the world who really do respect women and cherish every one of them and it seems your making head way and you begin to feel like finally someone in your life whom you can really enjoy a life with, and then what happens ? They go back to the looser abusive drunk ! Man this shit hurts like a hurt never before. I got a very deep feeling for this woman and she knows who I am and what I am. A genuine man who has values and a very deep passion when it comes to relationships.
I feel that if your a looser your the winner, it always goes that way and I don't understand why ? Maybe some of you woemn here on the board can explain to me why is this. Why does the perfect woman always fall for the loosers ? Why is it that a real ladies man never gets the gift of love ? That's all I want in life is too love someone for the rest of my life but it seems like a very long road that never ends.. Someone please help me to understand this before it is too late !