I hated my birth name. My whole life I hated it. One time I moved to a new school and tried to use my second name but it didn't feel right so I gave up on that pretty quick
When I left the JWs and went to college I started using a shorter version of my name. I love it. I love it so much that in 2001 I had my name legally changed to Lee - I'm now Legally Lee. Hmmmmm maybe that should be my ID here
I even have a new birth certificate and a legal name change certificate that I carry for legal reasons.
I also got remarried and changed the last name so I'm a whole new me that feels good about the names I have