I'm a bit late in commenting on this - been away, but another great post Blondie! It is very depressing hearing the WTS double talk such as: condeming the Pharisees for making worship a burden by their extra oral rules, and how wrong it is, to then review the insert for a Convention and all the do's and don'ts, what to wear when in and around the convention (even in your own time), how to behave and act, what food to bring etc etc etc. I know that feeling depressed about what I was taught and how it didnt add up with the Bible (two classes of christians/paradise/politics in the congregation) eventually brought me down so low I had to leave for my mental well being. Although I still feel i'm recovering, I certainly do feel more at peace, from the constant pointing out of your flaws, not doing enough service, false doctrines and so on.
CS 101