i need to thank you all for saving myself from me!

by crazyblondeb 26 Replies latest jw friends

  • JWdaughter
    JWdaughter

    Shelley, you are one of the nicest people on this board and would be sorely missed. I am glad we aren't missing you today!!! It is trite but true that suicide is a perm. solution to a temp. problem.

    The guy-you did the good thing and dropped him-you obviously have your priorities where they belong. The things that get you down are external-your internal is wonderful, warm, funny and insightful. Don't let the outer stuff get to you. It passes, but YOU will always be you-and stupid men, stupid relative and health problems are passing. Two of them are out of your control, but you have control of your health and your life. What do we always say here? Living well is the best revenge. So live WELL, be happy and (scuse my french) F*** the b*stards. You are lovable and you need *your* love more than anyone elses.

    We love you.

    Shelly-The other one.

  • frozen one
    frozen one

    You owe me a hug, god dammit. I expect to collect it!

  • Lady Liberty
    Lady Liberty

    Dear Crazyblondedeb,

    (((HUGS))))I am so sorry you are going through so very much. But please be assured you are loved and needed very much! I am SO very glad you didn't follow through with your thoughts! Please keep us posted as to how you are doing. And PLEASE remember you are NOT alone! We are just a "mouse" away!!!

    Sincerely, your friend,

    Lady Liberty

  • Quandry
    Quandry

    "Having courage does not mean that we are unafraid. Having courage and showing courage means we face our fears. We are able to say 'I have fallen but I will get up."

    Maya Angelou

    Thanks for "getting up." You can do it!!!!!

  • Rabbit
    Rabbit

    Shelley, you are one of the very nicest people on this board, I always enjoy reading your posts. You have had a rough couple of months and now you know where the 'bottom' is...so stay away from there, please ?

    I'm so sorry about your Dad...for followers of a so-called 'Christian' religion to not show simple human love and courtesy to inform you about his death...is unbelievably callous and cold.

    You've taken a beating, but...you are still here ! You are a survivor, I am so glad you are here with us !

    Rabbit

  • crazyblondeb
    crazyblondeb

    Thanks for everyone's concern. It's all good.

    Dansk- Believe me, I've kept in contact and everyone has been great about working with me. My only problem in the phone/internet company. They gave me 1 extension. But I ended up missing work 2 days during this payperiod for tests. For those that live paycheck to paycheck, you know what I mean. So, they can't change it. I understand that. So, it'll have to wait till next time. Believe me, since I'm not nursing right now, I only make 75 cents above minimum wage. So I sure don't eat out or blow money!

    I'm not whining. That's just what is going on. Last night I just snapped. But it'll be ok. I'll just be offline a awhile. It'll work out.

    Frozen one-Then get your damn ass down here and get it!

    Hams- Think your tx boot is big enogh?!! LOL

    love ya'll

  • Double Edge
    Double Edge

    Shelley...

    Check this out, it's a resource for FREE internet access:

    http://www.emailaddresses.com/email_internet.htm

  • Warlock
    Warlock

    You have a p.m.

    Warlock

  • monkeyshine
    monkeyshine
    Shelley, you are one of the nicest people on this board and would be sorely missed. I am glad we aren't missing you today!!!

    Yeah Shelley, I'm new here but I've noticed your posts. There are a few people who stand out to me when they post and you're one of them.

    I certainly can't take credit for saving you but you can take credit for saving others so you being gone would jeopardize that. They say the best way to keep your sanity is to give it away. You are definitely a piece of this beautiful puzzle and you are an important one.

    For all of our sakes and most importantly yours 'just keep breathing.' When I was down and out that was my motto. As long as you're breathing you've got a shot.

  • juni
    juni

    Hugs Shelley with love.

    I've been where you were - at the bottom - it's horrible. But you had a wake up call. Now you're going back to get help. That's a good first step. Take care of yourself and stay in contact with those who are positive people.

    I'll be watching for your posts. It's wonderful to have so many people who truly care about you. Feel free to PM me.

    Juni

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