Panda. We know how you feel. We have ben through the same thing. Putting our golden retriever to sleep was one of the most painful things we had to do. We felt like we lost a family member. Yeller was our dogs name. He was named after 'Old Yeller' the Walt Disney movie dog,he looked just like that dog. Death is horrible in any form and to anyone or thing. Life is so precious. Remember the song called 'Ole Shep' that song is a heart breaker. When yeller was put to sleep, we went over to the co's place and he sang that song for us. If there is a heaven for dogs, our pets are there. Take good care of yourself.
Blueblades