This is so not easy to do.
A thread the other day asked why we post here. Why do I post here? I said I was bored.
That's not really it. It's because we've all been through it and I know that I can come here and talk and be heard. I know that I can read the experiences of others and know I'm not alone. I know that I can get some honest opinions around here and hear what other's, who have been doing this alot longer then me, have to say. In short, I would recommend this place to anyone who needs support.
I honestly, truly don't want to do this. But I gotta go for awhile. There are sooo many people here who I really enjoy reading their posts. And I really appreciate all the great thoughts people have taken the time to share with me.
Some things have come to light and for now, I need to take off. I've tried logging out and staying away for a time to give myself a break. This time it's a little different.
I'll put my email under my profile for a short time today if there is anyone who needs it.
take care of each other