Hey JWDaughter,
Thanks for the reply! I know just what you mean. It's not that I want to dissect the bible. To me, even though I feel you can learn an important lesson in any scripture, the ones that mean the most are either the direct words of Jesus, or when he is being directly described. That's where the buck stops for me. He cuts through all the mysteries and misconceptions, and as long as I'm centered in Him, I feel that I'm doing the right thing.
Last week in school my class got into a rare and very heated discussion about the bible. It reminded me of back when I knew nothing about the witnesses and biblical discussions went as far as "why can't we eat meat on Friday?!"
Watching my classmates bantering back and forth in vain, I suddenly realized something. My experience with the JW's, as bad as it was, has actually improved my view of religion and life in general, but of course not the way they intended. You see in the end, what really matters is how YOU interpret the bible as an INDIVIDUAL, not believing the doctrine of organized religion. We will be judged by our actions taken based on our own understanding of right and wrong. I no longer try to get other people to agree with my interpretation of the bible. I saw people bickering over symbolism and prophetic dates and getting quite angry, and I thought how pointless it all is. Yet this is the kind of thing that starts wars.
Perhaps the best way to find out what to believe is to learn for yourself what not to believe.
Anitar