dear jehovah,
it has been a few days since we have last spoken. well, since i sent you a letter. as usual, you didnt respond. which, truthfully, does not surprise me. and so, i was left wondering whether you were really there, whether you really cared, or if you are far too busy planning your redemption, or as i call it, revenge.... in the past months i have seen and experienced many things that i wish i had not... i have seen so many things that i wish i could fix, but of course, with the little bit of breathing room you have given me, i have not been able to.... oh god, if only your power was given to me, how much better this world would be.... why have you forsaken us????? for if even your own perfect son can ask this question, why cant i??? where have you gone god? why have you forgotten your other children???
but as angry as i am at you, i do know there are some things i should be grateful for....like i mean, you have FORGIVEN me for my great great great great grandparents sins... that is such a wonderful thing you have done... what did that cost??? just the death of another person... a death on a torture stake... what a wonderful thing you have given mankind.... you tortured your own "son", so you could forgive us... yes god, thank you so much for your forgiveness... its just funny, you tell me about forgiveness... how i should forgive up to 77 times... and by definition, forgiveness means forgetting it... but every day i am reminded of how lucky i am to have been forgiven, not for my own sins, but for those of people who lived thousands of years ago... thanks for forgiving me, god... but i know, youll never forget...
my favorite part of what forgiveness is to you is the fact that you needed to be payed back... you needed someone else to die to make it all good with you... oh pardon the expression, to make it even with you... im not sure youre able to keep up with our slang, since i am convinced that you have not been paying attention to the state of the world lately... but we'll discuss that later... right now, i want to discuss the fact that you needed someone to die to make you able to forgive me... where i come from, this is what we call vigilante justice.... you need to kill to make things good.... i dont know, maybe its just my personal opinion, but i dont see you killing someone to make things even forgiveness... i see it as skewered justiced... but again, maybe thats just me.....
and to those things i saw in the past months that i did not want to see... i saw disease, i saw hunger, i saw starvation and i saw true pestilence... and i see all this in the eyes of children... now you can accuse me of beating a dead horse here, but it seems that my last call to action was ignored by you... why the hell did you just let these kids die of hunger, of pain, of all the shit you let happen... well, heres the point, im not gonna continue telling you that you should act... you either have forgotten about the earth you created and can easily fix, or you are a cruel son of a bitch who doesnt care...well, its your choice, either act and fix things, or sit back on your ass and pretend we dont exist... just know that soon enough, we will all be extinct and if thats what you want, well watch us go... just know that right now i have nothing but five more words for you... but first i shall say, DO SOMETHING GOD, BECAUSE WE ARE ALL SICK OF SUFFERING!!!
and my last five words,
thank you god... for nothing
sincerely,
the infamous one