Dear Listener and Bernadette,
I talk to a lot of ex JWs in my ministry work and I can totally understand how and why you feel it is hard to pray to Jesus. The thing you need to know if that the Watchtower Society has perverted the true Christian faith to keep people away from Jesus Christ. In this endeaver they are really "vessals of Satan". Think about it - if they lead you to Jesus like real Christians would, than you would have no reason for their organization. They could not have set up the governing body in Christ's place and would not retain the power they have in the lives of over 6 million of its members. Who would want to slave for an organization if they could go to Christ and carry his very light and loving load?
The goal of all false religions is to take the place of Christ. And the WT has been very good at accomplishing this. They even changed over 200 scriptures in the NT to hide who Christ really is and the importance of him in Christians lives. Listener, you gave a great anology about why go to the Boss when we have the supervisor right ahead of us? Another thing is that the Boss would have placed the supervisor in this position right? That is true with God and Jesus. God has approved of Christ as our head, this is his arrangement and he wants us to go to him. He put Christ is charge of the church and subjected all things under his feet. Here are some scriptures for you to look up. Please use a bible other than the NWT.
Luke 9:35
A voice came from the cloud, saying, "This is my Son, whom I have chosen; listen to him
Luke 10:22
"All things have been committed to me by my Father
John 6:40
For my Father's will is that everyone who looks to the Son and believes in him shall have eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day
John 5:23
that all may honor the Son just as they honor the Father. He who does not honor the Son does not honor the Father, who sent him
Matthew 28:18
Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me
1 Timothy 2:5
For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus
John 14:6
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
John 5:39-41
39 You diligently study the Scriptures because you think that by them you possess eternal life. These are the Scriptures that testify about me, 40 yet you refuse to come to me to have life
God's arrangement with the son includes prayer to Jesus and worship of him:
John 14:14
You may askme for anything in my name, and I will do it
Acts 7:59
While they were stoning him, Stephen prayed, "LordJesus, receive my spirit."
Acts 1:24
Then they prayed, "Lord, you know everyone's heart. Show us which of these two you have chosen
Matthew 28:9
Suddenly Jesus met them. "Greetings," he said. They came to him, clasped his feet and worshiped him
I myself was very afraid to approach Jesus at first. I even prayed to Jehovah to please forgive me if I am praying in error. Once I went to Christ and accept him as the truth and life and my ONLY way to God, I received the promised Holy Spirit on me and have been progressing in true Christianity ever since. My honest hope and prayer is that you both someday experience the joy and hope I have in Christ and that he be present "in you" as he is "in me". Please pm me if I can help you in any way. And please do not give up, I'll be praying for you both, Peace, Lilly