Were you offended by the teaching that Jesus is not the mediator of for you, but only the 144,000? 1 Tim. 2 vs 5,6 states that "there is one mediator between God and men, a man, Christ Jesus, who gave himself a corresponding ransom for all". When I read in the Watchtower that this did not apply to me, I felt very offended. I just could not see how they could say that, in light of this scripture.
I think they use this reasoning to bolster up their control of the flock. They have actually placed themselves in Christ's position. We supposedly have to look to them to save us, rather than Jesus.
Even the apostles never placed themselves in such a lofty position. In Acts 4 vs.12 it states that "there is not another name under heaven that has been given among men by which we must get saved." You would think they would have some humility or fear of God, but I sure can't see any.
When I think about these teachings, I realize why so many dubs are beaten down and discouraged. The society actually blocks our relationship with Jesus and God rather than facilitates it. It is a sad situation to be in. So glad to be away from all of that.