I'm not an X-JW. Maybe that will make you feel more comfortable?
It seems as if English may not be your native language. Is that the case? It's hard because it seems as if you are either not processing and answering the responses to your post, you choose not to respond to the other posts, or you are unable to respond in a conversational manner.
This has led people to believe that you may be the sort of individual who lives under little wooden bridges and has a beef with goats. While I detect a little Hobbitian, I do hope your reticence is due to some sort of language or social skill barrier.
Otherwise, I'd advise folks here to avoid clicking on links...
Anyway, welcome. Have fun, lover. Jehovah has guided you here for a reason...