I have commented before that Jehovah's Witnesses were on a drug similar to
heroin- the drug is WTS meetings and service.
We are either withdrawing slowly, or cold turkey.
We need a substitute.
JWD is like methadone. It's addictive like the first drug, but we are able to
withdraw.
If you know anything about methadone users, they are very slow to withdraw,
but don't want to go back to using heroin. When they do cut back, they get
sick, often, so they cut back in minute amounts until they are free from the
second addiction.
My JWD addiction was strong like yours. I still, after 3 months, come on here
virtually every single day. I noticed some have done so for years. Others withdraw
rapidly. I am starting to feel that need to withdraw. I want to stay online, but there
is a whole world out there. Start to cut back to a comfortable position and try skipping
a day once-in-a-while.
It is probably worse for faders who take the WTS drug and the JWD substitute. We
loathe one and crave the other.