Getting old beats the alternative! I'm hanging on to 58 for a couple more months. ugh. You need to spend
time with my 90 year old mother, who is waiting to die. She can hardly see or hear, but her mind is pretty
darn sharp. The body is shot. She just came out of her 'cocoon'; she puts herself into every few months...goes
to bed, doesn't want to talk, etc. Thinks it is time for her to pass on. This last time I got rather depressed over it
and was not very gentle on her! Then I decided it is her choice, not mine, to live her days as she wishes; I can
only give positive thoughts (hard to come up with when you are dealing with someone like this!).
she's in a nursing home and this morning told the nurse she'd just eaten her last breakfast. When I saw her tonite,
after supper, she told me how good it was; we had a pretty interesting chat and she said she'd go out for a hamburger
with me when the weather gets nicer. So, ups and downs.
The more I'm around her, I think I'd like to die before I get old. (someone's words from a song in the 60's??)
AuntieJane