The futility of the ministry is one of the many things that caused me to begin to question things. The accompanying contradictions only compounded this. For example , if no one listens and no one is at home it's ok because we're still proving Satan a liar. Huh? But later one is asked how Jehovah is blessing their ministry meaning how many studies, r.v.'s, literature placements, etc.
In one breath the organization tells the workers not to be concerned about the overwhelming lack of response to their efforts- that the success of the ministry is not determined by the results obtained. In the next breath they're bragging about how all the "increases" in disciples and literature distribution are clear, unequivocal evidence of Jehovah's rich blessing. (Excuse me, I just vomited a little in my mouth.) Articles bashing other religions state clearly that a large membership in no way, shape, or form is any indication of God's seal of approval. I'm so confused. Oh wait, that's just how Mother wants it.