hmmm Lt.,
sounds like "finding yourself".
why don't you challenge yourself to a video game match? you could live your fantasy out tomorrow if you wanted to. the results would be the same. read: chess masters playing themselves.
if you saw your other self in the way that you wanted to see it, and it was doing the same to you, then it would be like being dreams in each other's heads. if you hated yourself, you would hate your other self too. if you ignored yourself, you would ignore your other self too. if you loved yourself, then the two of you would be in love. some would be naively tempted to compare this to marriage. but not so. this would be true bhramic bliss love. the two of you could be perfectly comfortable in each others company. actually, waking one morning and discovering your other self, would send you on an odyssey of "self discovery" because who would want to spend all their time with someone they hated, especially if it was one's own self? naturally you would want to come to peace with yourself, so that you could be at peace with your other self. and in that journey, the two would become one... again.
actually, in a very real way, we already all live with our doubles. i mean, when you ask yourself a question, who are "you" asking it to?
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