I like the example that says that not forgiving is like renting out space of your mind for free. I don't want to keep hurting because they do not deserve mental space from me. But I like undermining them. It is healthy for me and for the people I inform.
The WT is evil. It is our duty to educate unaware members of the society of its dangers. I cannot fight the WT with the weapons they have, money and mass propaganda production. If I tried to, it would be very frustrating. What I have is access to the people I know, may be 200 people? I can assure you they know my story, and repeat it to the four winds.
I don't want to hate the WT, not good for my health, but I will certainly cheer when I see it crumble.