My last meeting at the Kingdom Hall was the Memorial. I told the wife I don't want
to go to the meetings anymore. We are in a foreign language congregation. Our
Circuit Assembly is this weekend. The wife will ask me to come, but I will not
attend the meeting.
We have a hotel room reserved as the foreign language Assembly Hall is several
hours away. I will go to the area, drop the wife off on Saturday and return to the
hotel room to pick the wife up later. She won't like my plan, but will accept it.
During Saturday's session, while I am at the hotel, I plan to have a private
UN-Dedication ceremony.
I read once on JWD about someone having some kind of ceremony to end their
dedication to WTS. I was baptized under the baptism questions that made me
say that I was dedicated to the WTS organization. It is time to end this dedication.
I would love to use fire, but in a hotel room, I will have to refrain from flames. The
plan is to set a WT magazine out on the table and allow it to represent the WTS.
Next I will tell the WTS (thru the WT mag.) how they have taken advantage of me.
I am looking for other suggestions on what to tell them in my private ceremony.
When I am done, since fire is out, I will have to destroy the magazine by hand.
Lastly, I say that by destroying this magazine, I have displayed my resurrection
to a "worldly" way of life and my dying to my JW course of life.
I have a few days, please suggest anything else I should do. I will be alone and
I won't feel the least bit silly, but will have closure. Remember - no fires.