Radar - I humbly apologize. Had a bad day yesterday, and as I said in my tagline - I was cranky. Who am I? Nobody, and I often make an ass of myself.
I have to admit that your post of the Suicide is Painless song from MASH (great movie..seen it many times) initially hit a nerve because of my daughters suicide.
I know the lyrics are tongue in cheek, but as anyone who has gone through losing a friend or family member will tell you - the pain of the experience never completely goes away for those left behind.
I also think I understand where you are coming from after reading your post on "weakness and strength". See, I did not really put you on ignore!
I'm still working on it. I am working on an essay of sorts called "Existential Manifesto: Are you looking for the meaning of life in the wrong place?"
I have wanted to post what I have so far, but haven't because I wanted to explore my thoughts further. I will post it soon on its own thread, tho.
Keep looking Radar. We will find ourselves sooner or later, and be better people for it.
As always, all my best to you.
FreePeace "The World is my country, and to do good, my religion." --Thomas Paine TruthQuest: http://beam.to/truthquest Who Am I? -How to Reinvent Yourself After Leaving the WTS
It is sometimes dificult to read a post and get the true sense of it, without knowing much about the writer. I am deeply sorry to read about your daughter. I almost lost my son a few years ago also.If you would like to email me, perhaps we can talk more. Anyway from one cranky guy to another........kind regards