well nvr, as much as i would like to say no, i don't think that's possible. don't get me wrong, there has been lots of healing. i just don't think it's all exorcised yet.
by the power of grayskull!
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ARE YOU STILL HAUNTED BY SELF-DOUBT POST-CULT?
by nvrgnbk 13 Replies latest jw friends
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freedomloverr
sure. who doesn't from time to time. for sure I've come leaps and bounds, but every now and then I find myself feeling *small*
when that happens I step back and look at myself doing that and say "hmmm, that's interesting."
I love my life now. my self-esteem and confidence in my ideas are priority to me now.
I can't wait to see how much more awesome I feel as each year goes by being out of the borg....
for the lurkers out there.....it REALLY does get better!! -
nvrgnbk
Thanks for all the encouraging thoughts! I generally feel confident, powerful even. I've never enjoyed such focus and clarity as I have since I left the cult. Having said that, sometimes, in the words of freedomloverr, "I find myself feeling *small*" and worthless. Like it's never good enough. Thanks again!
And yes Stealth453, they are damned sociopaths!
Nvr
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Sasha
Yes. I only left a year ago...not even. Hard habit to brake. I haven't had a birthday cake in years.