My advice would be to get out now...I have a story similiar to yours. I just stopped going and so did my parents several years ago. It wasn't until the last several months that I've gone looking for information. There is a lot of dirt out there. When you're a JW you believe everything so blindly. I never thought I would come to realize that it isn't the truth and if you're smart enough to have figured it out than you should just leave. There are so many people still stuck there because they still believe. There is an ex JW that wrote a story on another website. You should read it...it's long but it really helped me.