Not to worry brothers and sisters, we've all been there. Many of us were trembling when we first happened upon this site.
One new poster, calls herself Snowbird, just revealed that she's been lurking(reading without posting) here for 7 years!
I myself lurked here for 2 years(one of which while still an elder) before I first posted.
Others posting here are still elders, but nervous about revealing such info in their postings.
Many here are ex-bethelites and many ex-pioneer brothers and sisters.
Unconditional love is to be found in abundance here.
Welcome all!
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