Dawg:
The poster who told you to watch your blood pressure and health is right. Nobody wants you to drop dead. Then the JWs would say: "see what happens when....."
Also, try to look as businesslike and dignified as possible if you are going public or picketing outside the hall - just like they do. The reason I say this is because when the original expose show was on several years ago, an elder in my hall criticized how the ex-JWs looked (freaky, tattoos). He said: who's going to listen to them? Remember, you want to appeal to the people who are still in. They'll be afraid if you look too "worldly".
LHG