Hey Martian!
Hi and welcome.
My motivation? I am just trying to get over the anger for having been raised as a JW only to find out the whole thing is a sham and a racket.
I am so angry that this fundamentalist cult is allowed to recruit emotionally and (sometimes mentally) weak people into their pyramid book-selling scheme under the guise of "loving Jesus and his Father".
My mother was terrorised into joining the JW's in the 1940's with the tactic "Armageddon is coming VERY SOON" and she sacrificed her whole life and that of most of her kids to this cult. 65 or more years later and she still tells me "Armageddon is just around the corner". I asked her last time "Which corner?".
This religion has made me hate the concept of God and Jesus and all that crap. It's all just brainwashing designed to get people to follow orders - in JW's case SELL THE BOOKS! To the Watchtower nothing else matters but selling books.
Don't you see that?? Honestly you cannot see that?
Of course everyone has the right to choose their own religion EXCEPT us kids who has no say in the matter until we get the chance possibly in adult-hood to throw it all away. I am so thankful I got that chance!
If you decide to stay a JW please do your best to fix the wrongs! Don't let it continue as it is.
Cheers!
POE