Blueblades,
Even when I was an active JW, I was rather circumspect as to beliefs, apart from basic ones : one god, Jesus's sacrifice. Wasn't even sure about resurrection. Now, feeling as many overhere do, that I've been deceived by an organization which cares mainly for itself, I'm outright sceptical and I've gotten this conviction that there is possibly no trustworthy religious organization. So, as for afterlife, I suggest we leave it in Jehovah's hands, He is the only one who is able to sort things out, who can see sincerity and hypocrisy within each indidual. After all, He has to do His share since He has allowed an organization to bear His name and yet not meet honesthearted people's spiritual expectations.Conclusion, let's trust God, besides we have little choice.