Have you ever thought of killing someone?

Have you ever had enough contempt for someone to consider doing such a thing?

Many times but only for a nano second. I think it's normal to have thoughts like that when it's been provoked.

other than myself, no.

Sometimes, when I was driving. LOL!

But I'm over that now.

I'm way more relaxed.

Leaving a cult tends to relax you, eventually.

JUST MYSELF, BUT THAT WAS A FEW YEARS AGO.

NOT NOW, AND NOT EVER.

I'M SORRY TO YELL, BUT I JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU HEAR ME.

WARLOCK

other than myself, no.

Hey bis you okay?

Yes. I guess maybe it was just thinking what the 3 elders that participated in the destruction of my marriage and family, deserved.

They were cold hearted and in no way, were they trying to cure or help. They were only interested in a conviction.

I still have the rifle and long range scope. At times now, 16 yrs. later the thoughts still return at times.

All I have to do is think of life in prison and they go away again.

Outoftheorg?

I sure have.Instead I signed them up for a free home bible study at watchtower.org.

And no I'm not kidding.

It is scary to think how easy suicide is to contemplate in a calm manner....

Been there a couple of times,

Not now,

I take it damn seriously when it is mentioned on this board...I think we all do....too many have been in that spot of meditation.

Love you guys,

V