Change my answer to what NVRGNBK said. But add pizza .
Hell yeah A&W!
To thepackage, you'll be alright. You're suffering withdrawal, and it's no accident. They wanted you programmed, not knowing what to do or where to go without them. Keep reading. That's the best way to deprogram. Music can save your "soul" as well. And the physical excercise will keep you healthy and fight depression. You look skinny in you avatar, LOL!, but many find they lose a few pounds and gain energy and a new joy for living upon leaving the cult.
Best wishes,
Nvr