Im fading, so i post here because i get to sat what i eally feel and think about this cult. It enables me to vent and not let it all build up in my head. Also when i read all the other posters stories it stops me from letting any guilt trips affect me and strengthens my resolve to never go back.
f2t, I couldn't have said it any better, so I'm just gonna be lazy and say "ditto."
Also, maybe in some dark recess of my mind I hope that some stalker in my congregation has figured out who I am and is logging all my posts so that they can make the decision for me and df my a$$. That would just prove to me how much control they try to exert over their members.