Being afraid

by ex-nj-jw 32 Replies latest jw friends

  • RAF
    RAF

    thunderstorms

    I've always liked them !!! when I'm confortably home I really do appreciate it

    As a kid a fell confortable with armagedon (it was just the end of something) I didn't fell concerned about being bad - since I could see so much bad people (most hypocrites) around me in JWland. I've always thought that any one good would (not only the JW) would get God's favor.

    It's a bit later (I was not even a JW anymore) that I fell concerned about some moral concerne (but it wasn't just meeting my own standards) and I fell like I wouldn't be able to fake anyway ... Armagedon or any time or way to die was just something expected anyway.

  • LearningToFly
    LearningToFly

    I too was terrified of thunderstorms, and believed it was the end.. and because I never felt perfect enough.. well.. I believed it was my end too. The fear of demons lurking around every corner, in the closet, under the bed was also a huge fear.

  • penny2
    penny2

    I was afraid of torture. Even now, I can't watch torture in movies.

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