Well Seeker, I could write a nice little essay, on that if you want, but it's Terry's thread. My life comes out on this board in bits and peices. I can be in a three peice suit and act like gentlemen, or dawn my street clothes and talk like a degenerate. I will talk to just about anyone on this board, smart, not so smart, silly or stupid, I don't care. So long as people give me my dignity. I am no one special. If I detect disrespect, I may give the benefit of the doubt, but if I feel in my gut there's something up, you will see the transformation of Jekyll and hide. I must protect what is left of my self esteem. I have been into self destructive thinking and lifestyle for a long time, and can't take anymore hits. I must protect the vulnerable inner child. All I can say is, it took a concerted effort, and a lot of hard vigorous work to bring me to my knees.
Since I have been to only one concert in my life, I can't even beleive I'm running a music thread. Hope you had fun Terry. You rebellious, party animal you!