I'm sorry to hear that, there was a brother around here that hung himself - and nobody ever knew what was up, or maybe they close their eyes to the signs like everything else.
There is a great power in the ability to separate yourself from others, unfortunately it is used very capriciously without much understanding. Sad thing is it actually happens all the time, situations like these just shows how deadly it can be. I go back to the religious beliefs cutting you off from natural affection, and it all unfolds from there. If love is real, it amounts to anti-love. Funny how people can end up doing the complete opposite of what they preach.