Welcome lidia:
I too was raised in a JW family and started to face my issues about 2-3 years ago. Last year I read Crisis of Conscience by Raymond Franz and I must say that was the start of my journey into serious searching. I found this place about 8 months ago, lurked for a couple of weeks and took the plunge with lumps in my throat. I too felt a great lift off my shoulders, and now I don't shut up.
Coming to terms with the realization we were all fooled and blinded for most of our life can cause us to feel like we're on a rollarcoaster with our emotions. I still find that and am so thankful I have found this place to learn, vent, cry and laugh.
Hello Nixi:
Your English is just great! I've often wished I could speak another language....maybe someday I will try to learn one. Welcome to our board.
Hello Lesley:
Glad you felt brave enough too to post. Its always nice to hear from another unblinded one. I agree with think41self about this being a great place to work out lingering issues and be with people who truly understand what a former JW is going through in leaving the WTS.
I look forward to hearing your stories about yourselves if you can tell us. Some here take a while to feel comfortable talking about their experiences or issues, others just jump in and blurt it all out like I did. Whatever you do, feel right at home here and enjoy!!!