I must confess I don't believe they are truly evil, as one can get the impression of by reading posts on this forum, but I do believe that what they teach will be seen as evil by outsiders (and in effect is evil or bad), because of the effects it has on their members and their lives. But if I had remained active and 'climbed the ladder' to become an elder, I would have surely believed what I was preaching. If I had been the type to do that, I would also have been the type to be much more restrictive with what I would allow myself to read and see and think about, I imagine. So the end result would've been that I had been a devout elder in some congregation, and would have taught others what I believed. I never made it that far though, 'cause I never had those kinds of goals. I imagine this goes for the rest of them, all the way to the top. I think they for the most part believe what they teach. They believe Jehovah directs them through prayer. Some may doubt it or don't believe in it, but I think most of them probably do.
Remember that to them, whatever you do (or do to people) in this life doesn't really matter that much, because the 'real life' hasn't begun yet, and the 'real life' (eternal life) is what's a stake if one is disobedient. You die from denying a blood transfusion?Them:"No biggie, 'cause you'll get a resurrection."Rest of world:"Indirect murder of your members".