MsMcDucket: Would you miss her if she wasn't here? (page 3)

OnTheWayOut

I didn't answer right away because MsMcDucket would only want me to answer if
it were sincere. It's easy to just say, "Yes, she is dear to us so I would miss her."

Before saying so, I had to read some of her comments. She makes a wonderful
contribution to the threads, so, "Yes, she is dear to us so I would miss her."

I was watching your latest YouTube link the other night, and discovered you've done over 100 vids now - so I'm working my way through the lot of them bit by bit. I said this on one of your other video threads, I'm hearing music that I'd never really took time to 'entertain' before

I showed my best friend your menopause vid this morning and it cheered her up greatly - she's suffering severe depression at the moment and it's the first time I've seen her really smile for a few weeks, she totally related to the vid.

Another thing I love about you - When you say something, you say it like it is too - a rare quality.

You're a blessing to us all and display great wisdom from which we can all learn and for that - for 'just' being you - you are greatly loved and appreciated here

..climbs down from soapbox...

MsMcDucket

Hello everyone, I'm just in a blue funk. Sometimes, I let it show, which I hate! I hate to be so emotional on a public venue! I've have a lot of stuff on my plate right now. My husband being sick is making me neglect myself. He still requires blood transfusions about every three months.

I have been on the edge and when Minumus posted that stuff, it reminded me of a psych questionairre. I thought to myself (Minimus you left those two off!). As a nurse, I know that most people will answer those last two questions untruthfully; so I decided to tell the truth. I do have a shrink and a social worker (therapist); but I haven't been going in. The medication that they put me on caused me to have terrible tremors! I, really, can't take antidepressants because they increase my anxiety! It makes me feel like a cat on a hot tin roof! So, I weaned myself off.

I hate to be a bother to anyone. I know why Mom and my sisters let me make that decision. It's because Mom has always thought of me as the stronger one!

Getting close to being 50 years old is depressing too! I can't accept it! I don't know why!?

And then yesterday, one of my doctors called and said that my eosinophils were really high. Strikingly high! He asked me if I had a parasite or a fluke? Hell, I don't know. It can't be a tapeworm cause I'm still fat as hell! So, then I called my hematologist and left a message; and he or his nurse didn't return my call. I thought my doctors don't even care! I decided that I wouldn't worry about it. If I die, I die!

Elsewhere, made me think I had an amoeba or dengue fever!

Well, I ain't dead yet; so that's a good sign! All of you made me cry crocodile tears, the ones that sent me messages and, of course, this post by AuldSoul. I was sure that AuldSoul hated me because of something that I posted months back! I guess he forgave me!

I hate public displays of emotion and being in the limelight, so let me slink back into my hole!

Love ya!!