I think your ability to communicate well, is just that, 'your' ability..the organization utilized your talent, did not give you talent. Not all JWs are good speakers & may never be. I think your communication skills would have come thru, even without the TMS of JWs. To me, we were all just good puppets on the knee of the GB. However, I will give you three "G's." One "G" for heartfelt sincerity &honesty, another "G" for analytical evaluation, another "G" for good post.