I saw this earlier.
I'm so sorry - it must be painful for two people who love each other to have to part this way - one goes through the door alone and the other stays behind alone. I am so sorry. All the more because my wonderful nephew was killed in an auto accident today, a young man with three children. Death is so cruel.
And in the wake of such terrible news today, I did not miss what you had said, but rather blocked it out for a moment. I apologize and wanted to stop for a moment and let you know how truly sorry I am for your loss. I have a way of shutting things out and off when things get bad. I did this when I read about 4 things in a row. I am so sorry hon.
I cannot sleep and something has been bothering me. Then it came to me what it is. It was that I had closed this off. I hate to say it, but I truly don't do this with just you. ( I forget people I love and are very close to me are gone. I dial the phone numbers sometimes like now I think to myself that I need to invite them to my wedding. Then I have to remember they won't be coming. But it takes me a bit.) So I think that after reading what you wrote I kept it in my mind and tried to hold on to it and reply on several occations, but my mind kept tryinng to get rid of it. You know?
Are you Ok? I am sure you are hurting. I am so sorry. You did not have time to prepare for this at all. I am sure this has to be a shock. What you must be going through. You are truly on my mind and I send my love to you. I really am so sorry. Please accept my thoughts and love tonight and may you find some restfull peace as you let your loved nephew depart.
I send my thoughts out to his children and your family and I truly am sorry for all of your loss. I know this will be hard for all of you. Peace be with all of you as you go through this.
With much love.
(((Hortensia)))
