I have read that, in theory, that all things emit energy which travel out towards space. I don't know if it the essence or aura's of things in motion, but in effect,if one were to create a device that could bring back those emisions and organize them onto a display screen, the entire past could be played out like watching television.
If this idea ever becomes reality there will be no more secrets. Even the smallest details of ones life could be veiwed. If there is a God he has already recorded everything. In fact,he's so bored,he probably already knew what was going to happen.
I have written many things. I recall that you once said to me on my music thread that none of this matters when we are gone. You might be having second thoughts. I know I do.
I could take things back, but I have spoken to the best of my ability what I beleive to be truth. I have given my two cents to the conscious collective. Good and bad. I have spoken against God, against the witnesses, and at times even family. This whole thing might be seen as a very public diary. It makes you accountable.
Perhaps future generations will read this and see the frustration that religion has caused, and pool the ideas of this collective anger and intellect into something that can benefit others.
Since recorded history began we have become more self aware by writing down events of our lives and now we record everything and anything. I don't want to be remebered as a hater but as someone that tried to do the right thing. If I was angry at the time, that is what I was. It doesn't mean that this ongoing diary will not change for me. I think it already has.
If what you say is true, about all this being recorded and there is no turning back then I must agree with Twitch. It takes a lot more to understand a human being than just reading a few lines and making a judgement.
If my family or relatives read this after I die, some might be hurt. I was hurt too. Doesn't mean that I don't love them. Future generations might benefit from this as well. History has shown that life is not all fun and games. I hope future generations understand that when they read this and try to put themselves into others shoes.
After I'm dead not much will matter anyways, but if there is a God I would hope that he has a far better understanding of me and why I wrote what I wrote.
It's funny but this has been a way for me to cry out. For many years I was silenced and not listened to. I was humiliated and scorned in a public way and so now technology has allowed me to scorn those that wronged me in a public way. It's a form of redemption. I beleive I will soften my stance in the future, but who knows. Whatever happens, we are who we are,regardless of what is being recorded.