I had a long slow drift, I still thought it was the truth, but I just couldn't do all that was required, and I got tired of feeling guilty all the time. I lived an isolated lonely, life in an unhappy marriage (mate was DF). I had nothing in common with anyone at the KH. The final kicker was reconnecting with a guy I met in High School and realizing that the 28 years I spent married to an A--H--- was a complete waste. I had stayed because the Watchtower brainwashing that it was always better to stay in a marriage. I realized, well, no it wasn't. I left, and married the love of my life. It still took a number of years before I realized that "The Truth" was all complete BS.