I was at my lowest point. (You can research my threads if you really want to know why.)
I thought God came and took over the direction my life was heading towards. The men
even said that God had a higher purpose in life for me. God supposedly had a "will" for me to do.
Instead of serving God for nearly 2 decades (worse and longer for many others) I was tricked
into a mind-control cult.
Even if men did this to me, God did not intervene. Wait, there's more.
I am mad at God for what happens to little children. God lets an organization act as if it
is speaking for him while the children are misled, same as me.
Some lose their lives on the blood issue.
Some are told there aren't two witnesses, so "Don't tell anyone you are being molested.
Go back home to Dad / Uncle Bill / Grandpa and just keep this quiet. You don't want to
make God's organization look bad."
Some miss out on "normal" stuff while growing up. Many need therapy eventually.
Tons of them are shunned by parents / grandparents / best friends when they are at their
most difficult stage in life- the teen years.
God might have more important things to do than worry about the birthdays and the proms,
the therapy and the shunning- BUT how can he let people who spoke in His name send
little kids back to the molester because there aren't two witnesses? Couldn't God
intervene and cause someone to take the child to the authorities, or just give the molester
a heart attack? How could He let kids die over the blood issue because some men in
Brooklyn say that God directed them?
Further, how can God let some fat American cameramen film starving children in a warzone?
How could God make Job feel better about allowing his 10 children to be killed over some
bet he had with Satan, by simply letting the wife (who spurned him during the bet) just have
more children?
I could go on all day. It's personal, but it's also universal- my concerns against God.
Why can't he just tell us what he wants? Why all the hidden truth?