I am in process of dealing with my mortality at the present time. I have a lot of resentment for
the WTBTS. I was taught that I will not grow old and die. I no longer have the strenght that
I used to, my body is wearing down, and I know that I will die some day. ( I figure if I keep my
health that I have about 15 years, but of course unforseen occurances can strike any minute. )
As a faithful JW for decades, I did not live in the present, I lived in the future paradise. Witnesses today,
still live in the future. They keeping reaching out for the "carrot" of paradise held out by the WTBTS.
It is so sad to realize that I was lied to, and believed this crap for so long. I know that I will die,
and I really have no desire to live on a paradise earth if it is run by JW elders.
TBTS