I've not hidden the fact that I'm an atheist, something I've come to through what I believe is thorough research and experience. However, while I no longer consider myself religious I do believe I am spiritual.
I do not believe the universe was created by an all powerful being, but that the universe IS that all powerful being. In other words, we are all part of the universe, as are all sentient and insentient bodies, and we are subject to its laws. I believe some people have the capacity to tap into the universe and use its powers benevolently.
To give an example, when I was first diagnosed as being terminally ill three years ago Mulan suggested organising a vigil for me and, happily, some JWDers offered to participate. Posters here, at a specific time, sent me energies, prayers, Reiki, vibes, best wishes, lit candles, etc. That first Tuesday night, while I was in bed, I definitely felt a force over my body and, interestingly, my watch slowed down by a full ten minutes. I reset my watch and it behaved normally and never lost time. The following Tuesday night, the second vigil, I felt a force again - and once again my watch lost a full ten minutes. Coincidence? I don't believe in coincidences. Since then I have never felt the vigil forces as strong, but perhaps it's because less people are taking part (?) or because the energies have to be dispersed amongst more people (I have since been joined on the vigil list by other poor sick souls).
Like many people here I have had other "strange" experiences I cannot explain - but never once did I feel it was the hand of God. I believe the answers to our queries lies firmly with the universe, but I do not know how. It makes more sense, however, that being a part of the universe, no matter how miniscule, that same universe must have an effect on us.
I'm extremely happy, obviously, that I may now be cured of my illness and most of my thanks go to the doctors, nurses and other medical staff who brought me back from nigh oblivion. I also thank the scientific community who researched and are still researching for cures against cancer and other fatal diseases. But let us not forget the constant vigilers here, too, who somehow manage to tap into the universe to send out good. I would never rule them out for helping me in my recovery.
Now, many people reading this would be sceptical, as is their right! I would never argue against them. I have stated that these are my beliefs, I have no empirical evidence. It behoves us all to research and experiment and not just go on what a person says as that is blind faith. I am only too happy that I am still around to pursue my beliefs
I'd be interested to hear if anyone has had similar experiences to my own - or even their own completely different ones.
Best wishes,
Ian