I have a cold right now so I took some cold medicen and went to bed.I just got woken up by my kitten because it's kitten love time.Now it's time for more cold stuff and some advil and hopfully more sleep.It's really weird I haven't had a cold for years.Not like this.I've had the sniffles that went away in days but that was it.This cold is kicking my butt.It's in my chest and I have a hard time sleeping because of coughing.I can't breath through my nose.I feel like crap.
You know whats funny is I had a dream a few weeks ago about having shingles which when I woke up made me think about them.I've not thought about shingles for years.I haven't had them for 20 years.Last time I was 11 or 12 or so.I don't remember the symptoms from that time other than I had a spot on my back that I thought was a rug burn but it got worse and bigger.So my Mom took me to the doctor and that's when we found out about shingles.It cleared up really quickly but left a scar that I don't see anymore but I had for years.
My Mom told me I had them twice before not the once I remember.She said I had them as a teenager also.I don't remember that at all.I argued with her that I only had them once.She swears up and down that I had them again.
I am very stressed right now.I try not to worry over much about things I can't controll but sometimes I just can't help it.Add to that I've had major upheavel in my life in the past month.I got a new job.My rent is behind because of not making money driving a cab so I got a real job to help with that.I'm working 2 jobs right now.I get stressed out when driving a cab if I'm not making money that night I get pissed off.I'm stressed driving a cab because you just never know what people are going to try to pull.Every single person who gets in my cab is a potential robber/killer whatever because I don't know them.I'm burnt out with driving a cab.I really want my other job to become full time ASAP so I can cut back on my driving to one night a week if needed.
My problems seem so small when compared with other peoples.I try to think of that when I'm upset about something.I guess I've been holding in too much and my body is sick of it.