I'm back from a quarter year break from the web. Well I lie, not a complete break. I've kept tabs on you in the background. Mostly you seem to be doing the same or better, which is good. I just needed to shut up and introspect for a while.
Balance is hard for me. I'm an all or nothing person. If I do something, I do it with full force and passion until Ms Psyche puts on the breaks and I fall, tumbling forward; or I run in to a wall and break something else; lol.
When I was a Jdub, my life lacked balance. As a full-on JW I had no identity of self. After leaving the Witnesses, I became the Anti-witness, still lacking self identity. So I decided to try and just be Matt, the human being. Guess what?!! Rarely have my thoughts turned to my life as a Witness in the past few months. Hell, my 3 year anniversary on this site passed me by without even thinking about it. Curious....
Anyhows, just saying hi and sharing the results of my experiment with you.
See ya around.
MF
