I agree - i saw my whole world crumble as well- in fact i personally know almost every guy he mentions in his book- many of those men were Mentors for me when i was at bethel-
he truly shows how RULES AND RULES AND MORE RULES are the driving force behind the org-
the quality of men "Appointed" as elders has always been troubling for me- now i understand fully
you and i merely worked for a Publishing Corp that sells hopes
it is one large mass Sales Organinzation- WE ALL SOLD HOPE
a product that will always have customers cause there will always be a need for the product
i read both books in 10days and cried for 10 more
for me it all stated with the generation change, then the sheep and goats and finally the alternative service dogma
blood was not far behind- as people we went from rejecting all forms of blood and blood fractions- which we were told and like you an elder stood before 1000's and told them that blood fractions were UNSCRIPTUAL then we showed folks the sciprtuals to back it up that fractions were wrong
onlt to find out that the bible never backed it up to start with
it all boils down to this
if they speak for god you got 2 choices the way i see it
they got the message wrong that god gave them or god got the message wrong
choice is yours
i choice to accept the fact that god never told them anything to start with
it didn't take me long to realize that the WT would have been ust fine if they had stayed with just doing BIBLE COMMENTARY
where they got into trouble is when they shifted from merely being students of the word publishing what research they had found
christmas, easter, etc- to now WE SPEAK FOR GOD LIKE MOSESE DID
if you read the history of the org- they went from encouraging folks to critique their writtings to where they are now-
if you QUESTION US YOU ARE QUESTIONING GOD HIMSELF
the most recent example is so telling - there is a quote from the Nov wt 2001 if i'm correct that deals with how they want to control what you EVEN THINK
to think differently from what is in the mags constitutes you not being IN HARMONY/MATURE ECT.
i'll see if i can find it
but Yes rays books were turning points for my wife and i
email me sometime
James