Sometimes I perceive that although the vast majority of us are ex JW, we still cling to some of the stuff, like it was embedded in our brains and genes... We still feel guilty saying out loud we dont want to have anything to do with the WTBS... I loved the post above... thats freedom speaking my friend!
As for me, I dont follow the date anymore... my parents used to invite me, until they realized I had no interest whatsover in any religion... There are so many proven facts, scientific, arquelogic etc etc that show that the 'textbook' is as flawed as any other book written by men... As I have said before, Jesus and his teachings are very nice... same with Ghandi... I like Jesus very much, its christian I dont like...
But if the need to worship is so big that something must be done, go to a beautiful place near your home... meditate on whatever that is you want to worship... leave the rituals of death and celebrate life and creation and all the beautiful things in it... after all I cannot believe that whoever created (or designed) the sun, the life cycles, the oceans, the birds, the fish, a human body!, he( or she for that matter) who created the laughter of children that lightens the heart of anyone with music like crystal bells, who gave humans inspiration to create musical instruments and brains to discover how to save lives, all that is nice and natural, I honestly do not believe cares too much for crackers and wine and dark, dank places full of hypocresy, double standards etc etc... as if with ritual all the ugly stuff religion has done for humanity (which outweighs the good) can be un-done...
Just a thought... be free all.. be truly free... I am at peace and I wish you all the same...