One way I was pressured:
People were gonna die if I didn't convert them...
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One way I was pressured:
People were gonna die if I didn't convert them...
Your KIDS will DIE if you aren't fully in the truth!
As a kid I had to pioneer every summer. I had to comment at least once every meeting. My dad made me get baptized when he decided it was time. Then I had to regular pioneer after I got married. As an adult I was supposed to be the spiritual head of our family, so I did the study, meeting and service on my own.
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People were gonna die if I didn't convert them...
One elder said "At Armageddon do you want the people to look at you say while they are dying 'Why didn't you tell me?'"
You had to have a love for people
If you didn't, well....
From the platform:
'And anyone who loves Jehovah is sure to be out in field service right after this meeting...'
I mean how much vomit does one need to emotionally enforce how they behave in the name of love?
Never did I hear it said ,
'If you really love your husband your sure to be humping his ass off straight after todays Watchtower!'
As a teenager I was a spiritually weak Auxillary Pioneer. All the other teenagers were Regular Pioneers. My mom would always say "Why can't you be more like Jimmy". Meanwhile Jimmy was living a hard-core double-life and getting into all sorts. My double life was quite boring by comparrison. They figured this out a couple years later when he was DF.
This week MIL says to me "I entrusted you with my daughters spirituality... I'll be very unhappy if she and the grandkids aren't with me in paradise."
Oh God, too many pressure tactics too count! My Dad almost never pressured me but my Mom always did. I think the most obvious was trying to do a family study night once a week...yea that shit lasted like maybe 3 or 4 weeks in a row at a time. We just were not good at doing "family activities" of any kind let alone a boring study.
I was always sensative to, "Well you know you're not doing the right thing".
Then one day I told them to "Fuxx their thing". And the horse they rode in on.